We Belong Togather ...by Mariah Carey| How You Are In Love |
 You tend to take more than give in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. |
. Or do I want to be loved so much that I will just settle? It's a nautral thing ....we all want to love and be loved but sometimes there is heartbreak when it comes to that .....anytime you are putting yourself in that vulnerable position of loving somone you take the chance of getting hurt ......so is it just bad luck that it so happens that every relationship I have had I have always ended up hurt in some way or another? Or is it poor choices on my part? 
and even though we talked about it, I can't get it out of my mind and it still hurts. And I also got very angry ....it just irked me that he would question my love for him .....but also at the same time I had to understand where he was coming from because in past relationships I have questioned if I was loved too. I think what made me the most angry over it is because he chose to not communicate this to me until a year later .....after we had been saying "I love You" to each other .....he just decided to dump it on me and when he did it hurt a whole lot. Because here I am thinking ....oh great here I go again ....and thoughts and questions started to enter my mind ...like ....Is he going to leave the relationship ? Is this a bad sighn? Have I opened up my heart to much to him? Have I made myself to vulnerable to this man? In turn this has made me kind of pull away from him .....and he is questioning why I am doing this ...well HELL ....DUH....it's like men are blind or something sometimes........they create the mess and then wonder why we woman act the way we do or react to it the way we do....geesh! I am almost 32 years old....this is my last chance at love ....if he leaves then that is it for me ...I won't ever want to try out "LOVE" ever again. I will just have to cough it all up to be a learning experience and live out the rest of my life alone! Sometimes Love just plain Stinks 
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