. I am just sooo angry right now that I could scream....
. The special guy in my life and I are having some issues right now or shall I say I am having to deal with the issues all by myself because I can't open totally up to him and it's really starting to frustrate me. I just have so much on my shoulders right now and I can't handle it all alone ....but that is where I am at right now ...all alone 
. The one highlight of my entire day is when I get to talk to my sweetie onilne for a few hours .....that is the happiest time of the day for me .....but when we fight or I get upset then I feel terrible for the rest of the evening and I end up crying myself to sleep. And tonite he decides to pull the ...."ok I have to get off here early" excuse ....all to avoid a conversation I was trying to have with him and it really pissed me off .....but it mostly hurt my feelings .....
. Are all men insensitive? I am starting to wonder! Don't get me wrong ...this man is great ....he loves me and I love him ....he is there for me at all costs ....and more importantly he accepts me for me but we have our problems and that is hard for me to handle. I know there is no such thing as a perfect relationship .....but for once in my life I would like things to be close to perfect and go my way for once.
I know it's tough with men :( but maybe you should try to find something else besides him that makes your day as well. That way you aren't so dependent on him. Maybe he feels a little overwhelmed with the responsibility by being the only thing that makes your day?! Anyways, I wish you both the best, hopefully you work everything out! Take Care You 
I ask myself that at times too. A perfect relationship would be a very DULL relatioship. What matters is that you guys always stick together! The arguments are veryy frustrating.. but that's a HUGE part of being in LOVE.. pain. Hope you guys work everything out. o:):)
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